Ha, I don’t even care anymore. I’m tired of trying my best to please you and then beating myself up in the end when I can’t make that happen. If you fail to see all the effort I’m putting in to try and make this work then I’m done. I’m not gonna waste my time, and I’m definitely not gonna allow myself to feel like I’m being taken for granted and neglected again like I’m nothing.. because I know I deserve so much better than that.